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The Cure - Friday I'm in Love

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday, I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday, I'm in love

Saturday, wait
Sunday always comes too late
But Friday never hesitates

I don't care if Monday's black
Tuesday, Wednesday heart attack
Thursday, never looking back
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday, Wednesday stay in bed
Oh Thursday watch the walls instead
It's Friday, I'm in love

Saturday, wait
Sunday always comes too late
But Friday never hesitates

Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
As sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday, I'm in love

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday, I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday, I'm in love

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Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the borderline of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Okay, so it is time for a massive update on what's been going on in my life... Which really isn't much as usually but I'll divide it up and you can read what part you want to ^^

School - Right now, school is over until the 7th of January. Christmas break. And I'm not sure that I like that because I am honestly bored and I kinda miss going there.. And I haven't been free for that long now. Just about 5 days now, and this is totally an awesome sign because it just shows that I am prepared and ready to dedicate my time to chase after my teachers degree. So right now, even though I'm sad that I'm not in school, I'm actually really happy. This just shows that I've been through a big change.

Roleplaying - As of now, I'm taking a hiatus from roleplaying. The thought of leaving it all together has been lingering now for some time. And it has nothing to do with me and Ellie breaking up. The thought has been there before. And I don't really know what to do now. If I want to quit or not. I'll just take this hiatus and see what happens. But as it looks now I won't return to roleplay, just to be around and talk with people because I really like the people that are on the board. I just have the feeling that writing the good bye letter on the board will be a tough thing to do. But I won't worry about it now. I'll linger and take the extensive break and see what happens ^^

Love Life - Surprise, surprise. Andy has found something new, not a girlfriend. Not yet at least.. I'm hoping that she will be someday, because I think that this might be more then just like. Well I don't think, I know that I'm falling for her, quite fast to for that matter. I'm not sad about it, I'm so fucking happy about it that it's getting to the point of being ridiculous xD I've been spending a lot of time at her plays this last 1½ week. But now she is at her grandmother to celebrate Christmas, and well, to be honest, I miss her. It's going to be good when she comes back because we will celebrate new year together :D Ah, jeez. This is just so awesome =)

Special Project - So I have a special project that I work on in school: I'm going to record a record with a couple of songs that I will do cover on, with the help of a classmate. We will begin when school starts up again after new year. I will put them on youtube and link them here so that if people want, they can listen :D

Now I think this will do for now. I don't have really much more to add because well, these four things are the biggest things going on in my life for now. I'll try to update a little more often and who knows. Anyways, if I don't update before I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year :D

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"If you could only read my mind
You would know that I've been waiting
So long
For someone almost just like you
But with attitude, I'm waiting So come on"
Want You Bad, The Offspring

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Throes of Rejection by Pantera

This is feeding what I am.
It's like salt poured into a deep, infected wound. It's the
type of pain you really dig and long for. I've always been
Insecure to open up and show love. Some pretty girl with
Long hair, some bald guy writhing.

Rejection. The kind that's self induced.
Rejection. The tongue that's bitten through.
Rejection. The nauseating stab.
Rejection. Is feeding what I am.

A short fuse.
If there really is a god, then it's punishing me constantly.
She let me taste that sugarhole and of course, I wanted
More. But no.
I'm reduced to a Rottypanol snort and a lot of drinks.
This shit goes on and on. Just look down my pants.

Rejection. It ain't a fucking game.
Rejection. My human dick to blame.
Rejection. A sociopathic plan.
Rejection. Is feeding what I am.

Rejection. Takes life away from eyes.
Rejection. Will give you to the skies.
Rejection. It makes me more than a man.
Rejection. Is drowning what I am.

And the dreaming continue. As the previous night, there was no sex involved. Just me and the girl, laying in the couch watching a movie and being all cuddly and in love. It was a pleasant dream. I even woke up extremely happy, but then I turned around and saw that the bed was empty. And my day took a plummet straight down so I feel a little like crap and I kinda wished that the girl was on msn so I could talk with her so maybe my mood would be lighten somewhat.. But still no sign of her coming online *sighs* This is getting really frustrating, this is one of the reasons I hate having emotions and feelings and blah.. Now I'm going to continue to do nothing, like I've done previous weekends for like 5 weeks now.. Oh, and Germany trip didn't happen, I didn't have the money for it. FUCK! Andy signing off.

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"Dreams come true. Without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them."
John Updike

Why did I dream of her? I mean sure, we have been talk a lot these past two days. But still, why did I dream of her? I can vaguely remember what I dreamt about, and the weird thing is that it wasn't about sex. It was about a relationship.. And I was happy. What the hell is happening? I'll maybe post a longer entry when I get back from school. This is weird oO

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"Dreams that do come true can be as unsettling as those that don't."
Brett Butler

I'm still going strong on naming my entries after two and a half men episodes, just because I find the somewhat amusing. Cheers me up, sort of at least xD Now, it wasn't that long ago that I did an update. But things are always in motion with almost everything. So I'll just do what I normally do: Categorize it and you can just pick whatever you'd like to read and skip the rest ^^

School - Nothing to really report from school. Everything is running along smoothly with my new project that I'm doing with three others, and I can't wait till it's down. It's going to fucking rock socks off ^^ Only negative thing with school today was that the girl I'm interested in wasn't there today. Which sucks ass, because well, I like to talk to her.. and to look at her when she isn't looking, I think at least she isn't looking :P Anyway, hopefully it'll be a little better tomorrow even though she won't be there for the rest of the week.

Love life - I have a little more to report here. I told the girl I'm interested in how I'm feeling. And I didn't get the response I excepted. Normally I'm used to women getting repulsed by the idea of having a relationship with me. Or just getting repulsed by the idea of me liking them. But this time I actually got some form of positive response. Mostly because she didn't seem to become repulsed by me. But I know from before that she isn't ready for a relationship but we are going to get to know each other a little better. Which for me is a really positive thing. So who knows what happens? Because I seriously think that I really like this girl. But I can't tell to a 100%, though it feels like something really is there. *sigh* Things are never easy, are they..

Randomness - I made fish sticks and mashed potatoes, fricking delicious. I love to make dinner, just not to myself only. So fricking boring xD And I'm still loving Rammstein's album. Fucking kick ass!!

It wasn't that big of an update I thought it would be. Oh well, I just really have to try to do this more often :P Oh well, Andy signing off for today.

Title: G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra
Director: Stephen Sommers
Producer: Lorenzo di Bonaventura, Bob Ducsay & Brian Goldner
Starring: Channing Tatum, Marlon Wayans, Rachel Nichols, Ray Park, Adewale Akinnuoye-Agbaje, Christopher Eccleston, Sienna Miller, Lee Byung-hun, Saïd Taghmaoui, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Dennis Quaid, Jonathan Pryce & Brandon Soo Hoo
Release Date: 5th of August 2009
Running Time: 118 Minutes
Rating: 4/5
Comment: I'm not to familiar with the G.I. Joe franchise and probably will never be. But I really do have to say that Rise of the Cobra was a really great movie which I enjoyed. Almost packed with action from beginning to end. Which makes this a strong recommendation for anyone who enjoys big explosions, high-tech weapons and things of that sort. And since I'm able to watch a little of everything, this was just heaven for me. But there is something missing from this movie, which I can't really place my finger on, which is why it only gets a four out of five. If that little thing was there it would be a five hands down. But this is the second movie I watch this weekend that I strongly recommend.

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About a Girl (Unplugged version) by Nirvana

I need an easy friend
(I do) With an ear to lend
(I do) Think you fit this shoe
(I do) Won't you have a clue

I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
For Free

I'm standing in your line
(I do) Hope you have the time
(I do) Pick a number too
(I do) Keep a date with you

I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
For Free

I need an easy friend
(I do) With an ear to lend
(I do) Think you fit this shoe
(I do) Won't you have a clue

I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
No, I can't see you every night
For Free

I do ...
I do ...
I do ...
I do ...

Title: Terminator Salvation
Director: McG
Producer: Derek Anderson, Victor Kubicek, Jeffrey Silver & Moritz Borman
Starring: Christian Bale, Sam Worthington, Anton Yelchin, Moon Bloodgood, Bryce Dallas Howard, Common, Jadagrace Berry, Michael Ironside & Helena Bonham Carter
Release Date: 3rd of June 2009
Running Time: 115 Minutes
Rating: 4/5
Comment: What is there to say about Terminator Salvation? Well, after watching Terminator: Rise of the Machine I was really against the idea of them dragging down the Terminator franchise even further down. But after watching Salvation I really have to say that I was surprised in a good way, because this movie was really good. Not awesome as I've heard other people mention it to be. But still it was really good. I will always maintain that Terminator 2: Judgement Day is by far the greatest Terminator movie ever made. And it will be interesting to see if they will make another movie because I actually think that I would look forward to it. Terminator Salvation, a movie that I strongly recommend if you haven't seen it.

So now it's been a really long time since I updated my LJ.. I really need to get better at this because check this daily. Oh well, I just have to put this up on my TDL. Now, time to categorize all the shit that's been going on.

School - School is still going awesomely well and I continue to enjoy it =) I even was at a dorm party (The school has a dorm) and it was just epicly fun and man did I get blasted xD I'm never drinking that much again =P Anyways, On Monday I'll start a new project for my History class which I will do with three other classmates so it's going to be interesting to see how it turns out ^^ I am looking forward to it.


Love life - As everyone might know by now is that me and Ellie has separated, though we still talk everyday and we'll remain great friends :) But, I came to the decision that I would remain single for awhile and it's been working great for me for soon 5 weeks, if it wasn't that a certain woman caught my eye. Though I'm not sure how I really feel for her, it's quite frustrating. I'm just trying to spend time with her to get to know her better. Kind fucking hard when I get like stood up -_- Like today, she was going to come over to watch a couple of movies with or something like, I just talked with her on msn and found out that she didn't know if she had the time. I'm not in love with her or anything like that but I just felt really disappointed. Mostly at myself for getting my hopes up just a little. So I'll just fucking stick with my no GF policy awhile longer, hell, if she doesn't want to get to know me or maybe just do something that's her fucking decision.


Roleplaying - I'm trying to get back into EC and post with my other characters though it's hard because my characters has vanished a little, there are times when they come back and says hi and I do a post, but it's starting to take to fucking long time between the posts and it's starting to annoy me like hell. TGG, I've almost given up hope on that Jason and Philip will ever return to me again. I have no idea where they have run off to but that's even more annoying because I really, really like what Jason and Esme has going on. But I'm going to continue to wait it out and maybe they'll return because I want to become active there again. 2214, my own little game. Though I still haven't had anyone sending in their bio yet I'm still very happy that I made an idea that the mods liked. I'm a little proud of myself and I just hope that it will kick off soon. But I guess we'll see. Would suck that it wouldn't get a spot. But as said, we'll see what happens..


Randomness - Rob Zombie was to relese a new album now in November but I just learned that it's go to be postponed, and I would lie if I said that I didn't get seriously pissed because I've been waiting for an album from him for a fucking while now. Isn't it enough that he is never coming to Sweden to play live? SoB... Rammstein released a new album in October and I just totally loved it, I keep listening to it in my car and I just love every fricking song.. They are coming to Sweden in December I think, but unfortunately I don't have money to watch, which epicly sucks. But hopefully they'll come back to Sweden again in the future ^^

I think this was all for this time. I started the day with a rather pleased mood but it been crashing down so now I'm just annoyed a little pissed.. We'll see what the day has to offer to maybe lighten my mood. Andy signing off.


- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"Love is not enough. It must be the foundation, the cornerstone - but not the complete structure. It is much too pliable, too yielding."
Bette Davis (1908 - 1989)

So it's been awhile since I last did a regular update. Usually just been movie reviews :-p Which I hope that people enjoy because I enjoy writing them ^^ Anyway, I think I need to categorize everything. That way it might get easier.

School - As many of you might know, I've started school. But not the school I wanted to start because I didn't get in, I got on third place on the reserve list. Which is quite good if you have my grades =P But instead, I've started something called Folkhögskola in Swedish, which basically translates in to Folk high school. It's just a school we're I can get my grades up and such. And if I get a good grade their I can basically get into any school I want to, so I'm working my ass off there. It's been four weeks into school and I'm still very excited about it, which is good since I normally get sick of school after like two weeks =P So with a little luck I will start the other school next year and get my teachers degree. Who knows? The only one that can stop me is, after all, myself ^^

Roleplaying - I've been very slow with replying to threads, and I really need to get better at that. But that's not what's bothering me, it's that I've lost complete and utter inspiration for my TGG characters. I've even been considering to retire them and possibly create a new one. But I don't know, TGG doesn't sounds so fun to me any more and I think that sucks totally because I know that I've had fun there before.. But I guess time will tell on that one. I dunno. In EC on the other hand, I need to start to respond to a couple of posts, I just feel that I have to get better at that. It's annoying, because I was really good at it before, but somehow it all feel apart and it irritates me to no end. But we'll see what happens.

Family - Last week I think it was, my great grandmother passed away, which is always sad. But what bugs me a little is the fact that I'm not that sad about it, in fact, it hasn't bothered me once that she is dead. I think it has to do with the fact that for the past four-five months I've been down at my grandmom and granddad on my fathers side and taken care of my granddad because he is in a wheelchair and is to heavy for my grandmother to put to bed, but the reason to why I think that my great grandmothers death has bothered me is that my granddad is like halfway in the grave, so I've kinda gotten used to the idea of people dying. Though it should sadden me it still doesn't. But I don't know *shrugs* I guess something will relieve itself to me.

Now, I think this is it for now at least. And if I think of anything else I'll probably put it in my next entry or something like that ^^ Andy signing off.

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"A timid person is frightened before a danger, a coward during the time, and a courageous person afterward."
Jean Paul Richter (1763 - 1825)

Title: Underworld: Rise of the Lycans
Director(s): Patrick Tatopoulos
Producer(s): Len Wiseman, Tom Rosenberg, Gary Lucchesi & Skip Williamson
Starring: Bill Nighy, Michael Sheen, Rhona Mitra, Kevin Grevioux, Steven Mackintosh & Kate Beckinsale
Release Date: 23rd of January 2009
Running Time: 92 minutes
Rating: 5/5
Comment: Unfortunately, many of the trilogy's that is produced normally as one good movie, while the rest is garbage. But I can't say the same for Underworld. The first movie was an amazing movie and I fell in love with it and with great expectations I awaited the second movie, which I can be quite frank and say that I was disappointed which made me very, very sceptical when I heard they where making a third movie. But after watching it, I just clearly have to say that I had absolutely nothing to be sceptical about. This was a fantastic movie and it reminded me why I fell in love with the series in the first place. Rise of the Lycans have a great story, great action packed sequences (though I have to say that some fights where a little to much Matrix style for my taste)and it's combined with just great acting. I thought it was a wonderful thing to see a little closer, the events that lead up to the war between the Vampires and the Lycans. If I could get in touch with the director, the producers and the cast I would gladly applaud them for this movie. Because this is just a terrific movie which I highly recommend if people are interested in vampires and lycans. Now, it will be interesting to see if they decide to make a fourth movie and if they choose to do so, then I'm glad to say that they have my blessing and a ticket all ready bought because I will park my ass to see that movie.

Title: Hitler: The Rise of Evil
Director: Christian Duguay
Producer: John Ryan, Ed Gernon & Peter Sussman
Starring: Robert Carlyle, Stockard Channing, Peter O'Toole, Peter Stormare & Thomas Sangster
Release Date: 18th of May 2003
Running Time: Approx. 150 min
Rating: 5/5
Comment: There are plenty of movies about Adolf Hitler and WWII, but I have to say that this is just about my favourite movie. The movie takes place in the earlier life of Hitler and shows up until he takes control of Germany just before the invasion of Poland. It's dramatic and it really grips you. First time I saw it I was glued in front of the screen, completely hypnotized by Robert Carlyle's fantastic role performance. I've seen a couple of movies with and about Hitler but no one has ever done such a good interpretation then Carlyle. For those with a historical interest, this is a movie that you really just have to see and that's a fact.

Okay, so it's been awhile since I last did an update, so I came to the conclusion that it's time for one =P But where to begin *ponders*

Tom was here for a visit though it's been like 8 days since he left so that's hardly new news xD But having him here was great fun, and it was interesting to introduce him to ordinary lake swimming which he thought was ludicrous I might add. But it was all good fun ^^ I won't post up any pictures here, if you want to look at pictures, just check out my facebook ^^ So that was probably the bigger event of June, and it's 10 days to next event which will be really fun and I'm looking forward to that =D And after we get back from that trip I'm home for one day and then I'm off again with a friend for a three days two nights fishing trip out in the wild, which I'm also looking forward too. And after that I'm home for two days and then it's off again, to Gothemburg to go to a baptism, though that's only over the day. So it's going to be a busy end of July beginning of August. So that's what the future is keeping in storage for me.

And if I look further into the future I can see something else happening. Andy going to school, I got in to the fucking school =D Which it totally AWESOME! But all good things has a backside, I'm not a 100% guaranteed to attend because I was placed as a reserve on 15th place, so basically they have a full class and if someone decide to change the school or quit the education there is 14 others before me, but still I keep a positive view on it, because it's not that bad, I'm actually quite high up among the reserves so I guess I'll have to wait a couple of weeks before I know to a 100%

Oh, my inspiration has fully returned now so I'm typing like hell on MS and I'm really relieved about that because there was a period where I really considered to just quit everything and leave MS, I'm glad I didn't make that decision xD But I think that's it for now at least. If something else pops up I'll take it in my next entry whenever that will be xD Andy signing off.

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"It is undesirable to believe a proposition when there is no ground whatsoever for supposing it is true."
Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970)

For those who don't know, the subject or title that I used for my recent LJ entries are episode names from Two and Half Men [/random]. I thought it was time for another update in the boring world called Andy XD Nothing new to report really, the wound on my leg has healed up pretty good, though I shall not post up a new picture on it =P

Though I have kept busy this week, just to keep time going fast for me, so I don't sit on my ass and wait for Saturday, which will be an awesome day, so as I can recall it, monday has been the only day which I've been taking it easy. Tuesday me and a friend fixed the breaks on my car, though it wasn't anything seriously wrong with them, they needed a part changed and a minor adjustment so now they work perfectly again, though I was a little pissed because the part I needed cost me €90 which sucks ass. Wednesday, I cleaned the flowerbed I have on the terrace and I cleaned up between the stones I have on the ground and I sweeped up old leafs. And once that was done, me and Ellie was away and took a swim, because I seriously needed to cool off because it was so fricking hot xD. And today I've been away and played street hockey and then I grinned the fens so once I get some colour I will paint it too ^^ And tomorrow will be busy too, vacuum clean the floor and mop it, clean up the bathroom, down to Kallinge because Ellie needs to do some things there and a quick visit at her parents and then we'll go liquor shopping and some other things that we need for Saturday's car trip. So I'm keeping busy ^^ .. Not long now =D Anyways, this was all for now. Andy signing off.

...To tired to do a Quote today XD

Okay, so me and the boys + Ellie was playing some street hockey. And it seems that I'm the only one who gets injured XD The wheel at the back slidded a little much and down I went =P Here are the pictures. They are not disgusting, but other people might think so. If you want to see them, just press the external links.

Leg with Bandage on
This picture is from when we just go home before I jumped in the shower

Wound
This wound is just from when I got out of the shower, not that disgusting I think. But there are people with weak stomach.

Anyways, that's all I have to report for now. Andy signing off.

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"The only rules comedy can tolerate are those of taste, and the only limitations those of libel."
James Thurber (1894 - 1961)

Once again it's been awhile since me last update, shame on me. But what the fuck. It's time for the real deal on what's been going on in my life. And for once plenty of stuff has been going on.

Neighbours - I have fucked up neighbours, I don't know if I've established that in previous LJ entries but anyway, it's a fact. And I know, many people walk around claiming that they have fucked up neighbours. Anyways, apparently they have been complaining a lot to my landlord that it stinks from my apartment and it's spreads out in the corridor, they contacted me about it in March and the landlord said that we would have a dialogue about the matter and I scrubbed the entire apartment. Now, apparently they have some form of election when it comes to landlords and a new one has been elected and I thought that we would have the same dialogue so if the neighbours would complain he would call me directly, guess what? Didn't happen, so I assumed that everything was all right and went back to life as usual, about three weeks ago a letter came down the mailbox. Apparently there had been more complaints and so I got slapped with a warning telling me that if the so-called scent hadn't disappeared I would have to sell the apartment and to make it all better, they are going to do an inspection of the apartment and I'm like WTF?! So once again I have scrubbed down the entire apartment, but I called in the cavalry too so my two sisters and my mother have helped me. And to top it off we had to get rid of two cats which totally sucks but in a situation like this there isn't much you can do. So tomorrow I'll have that inspection. So tomorrow I'll find out if I become homeless or not, because apparently my neighbours really have some issues with me, what those issues are I have no clue. Kinda feels like a witch hunt and I'm the Witch *shrug* Oh well, they can go fuck themselfs ^^

Roleplay - My muse has gradually returned to me, which I'm really happy about because that means that I can start to RP again like I did before. And to celebrate it I managed to finish my Raze evo =D And, once again, Thanks a million Corni for reading it and reviewing it, you are my hero =) So now all I have to do is proof read it once more and add in some a thing or too and it will be ready to be submitted and with a little luck it will get approved =) Enough about that, I feel I has the need to comment about the EC revamp, while it was all shiny and I do enjoy it very much but I did feel that the merging was unnecessary, but the leaders probably have the reason for it and I'm not going to argue about it. The only thing that I can say that I don't like about the revamp is the rule about private threads, I can say that I really dislike it. But the leaders do what they want to do, I'm just saying that I really really dislike that rule. Other then that, most of it is shiny and the leaders did a good job with it =)

TV - So with all this free time I've started to watch more and more TV and I've really started to enjoy Xena: Warrior Princess. Though I haven't been a big fan of the show earlier, I find myself getting really into it and I don't know if I should be afraid or not xD Oh, thanks for the episode recommendation Jaymes, I saw it the other day and I really enjoyed it xD But the thought of starting to collect the Xena DVDs is starting to get to tempting for me to handle. So we'll see what I do about it =P

Anime - And with free time and tv-shows comes Anime, I've watched basically all episodes of Bleach I can watch now, and I'm still waiting for the next one which comes the 16th of June I think, so I'll be continuing to watch it, and to top it off I've started to re-watch the previous episodes, why? Because I can xD Also I've finished watching Fruits Basket and I got sad when it ended because honestly, it wasn't completed, there is still much more of the manga and I think that sucks :( And I've started to watch Naruto more seriously and it's a good show too =P

So that's about all that's been happening around here, or at least what I can think of now xD And for those that have read through this, have a cookie *hands out* you have deserved it ^^ Anyway, Andy signing off.

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"True happiness is of a retired nature, and an enemy to pomp and noise; it arises, in the first place, from the enjoyment of one's self, and in the next from the friendship and conversation of a few select companions."
Joseph Addison (1672 - 1719)

<href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ppsyqpvhxy">Snuff by Slipknot
Click on the song title to hear the song.

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint…
My own was banished long ago
It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control…
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know…

So I sent my grades in the beginning of the week and now I have to wait until July before I get any response from the school and quite frankly, I'm already getting nervous if I get in or not.. I guess I fear that if I get in I'll be in school for 4½ years and if I don't get in it means that I have to get back into being an industrial worker, a profession I would very much like to skip now.. But I dunno, the fear of failing is there and gnawing on me, though I usually don't pay any attention to it, sometimes it's getting at me. But I don't know, I might just be nervous or something.. Which I have to live with until July *face palm*

Anyways, not much else to report actually, has started to watch Bleach again and I've forgot how much I love that show.. And also I've started to post more on MS which is a plus because that means that the will to continue with everything still is alive. And it's only four weeks left till the Tom comes to Sweden, which me and Ellie is epicly excited over, it's going to be so much fun :D Oh well.. short entry today. Andy signing off.

- Because I can.

Quote of the Day

"We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature."
Abraham Lincoln (1809 – 1865)